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27 July 2007 @ 05:31 pm
Title: Trust
Pairing: Dean/Sam; (Dean/???)
Rating: NC-17
Summary: John has a proposition; Dean betrays Sam's trust.
Author's Notes: The ninth installment of my Werewolf 'Verse. (I never thought I'd make it this far.) Because this is AU I've been playing around with the whole timeline and Sam's abilities. Please review.
Disclaimer: Everything Supernatural related belongs to Eric Kripke and the CW. Lucky bastards.
Most of my information came from Werewolves Powers and Werewolves

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing here?” Dean demanded. He stepped up to John and put himself between him and Sam, who was forced to take a step back. “I thought I made myself perfectly clear.”

Sam looked back and forth between the two men who were staring each other down. “Dean what the hell are you talking about? He’s our father!”

“Not anymore, Sammy,” Dean replied, not taking his eyes off John. “Everything‘s changed.”


Dean spun around to face him, shoving his brother back. “Since when do you give a fuck about him, Sam? The only thing you two have done for the last two years is fight! You and me? That’s what matters. It’s always been us! Just the two of us; that’s how it should be. I took care of you; I raised you. You’re mine.”

John watched the exchange passively. Dean’s words struck something painful in him, but he’d be damned if he allowed that to show. It would be a clear weakness and John Winchester was anything but weak.

“I’ve come to make a proposition,” he said, gaining the their attention once more.

Dean’s eyes narrowed. “You have the balls--”

“What kind of proposition?” Sam cut in.

John stepped into the motel room, closing the door behind him. “A hunter died yesterday. A damn good one by the name of Daniel Elkins.”

“You expect us to give a shit?” Dean challenged. “We’re not part of that particular game anymore, John. Other hunters don’t matter to us; only the prey.”

John looked like he wanted to protest Dean calling him by his first name, but thought better of it. “In his possession he had a gun,” he continued instead, “it was forged a long time ago by a man named Samuel Colt specifically for hunting demons. It can kill any kind, even the one that killed your… that killed Mary.”

The two werewolves exchanged glances.

“This gun’s now missing, and I know exactly who took it.” He released a heavy breath and said, “Vampires.”

Dean burst out laughing. “Oh you’ve got to be shitting me! Real, honest to God vampires? No way.”

Sam ignored his brother’s behavior. “You want us to help you get this Colt back? What’s in it for us?”

“You help me and I’ll see to it that no one finds out my sons have been changed into werewolves. That means you’ll never have to worry about being hunted down like Gordon Walker had tried to do. That is unless of course you do something stupid to get yourselves found out.”

Dean immediately stopped sniggering at the name. “How the hell did you know about that?” he demanded hotly.

John smirked at him. “Connections,” he said. “Although I didn’t find out he was stupid enough to try that until he was already dead. Can’t say I miss him. That brings up another part of the deal, though. You can not kill anymore humans.”

“Screw you. We’re not agreeing to that. It’s fucking instinct!”

“Bullshit, Dean! You’re not animals, you can control yourselves!”

“I’ll show you just how animal I can be.”

Sam grabbed Dean as he started towards John. “Enough!” he snapped. He was unused to being the one getting in the middle. It used to be that it was Dean keeping the peace, not the other way around. “Dean I think we should do this.”

“No way! Let him do this own damn hunt, Sammy! We’re not his fucking soldiers anymore!”

“This gun is important. Besides who knows what those vampires will do with a weapon that powerful?”

Dean knocked Sam’s hand away from his chest. “Why should I care? None of that means anything to me anymore, and it shouldn’t matter to you either!”

“Well it does.”

“Did you really apply to colleges, Sam?” John cut in. It’d been bugging him since his oldest had mentioned it.

Sam stiffened and looked at him. “How did you--?”

“That’s what Dean told me. It’s why he turned you, isn’t it?”

Dean’s eyes widened a fraction as his brother focused on him, looking betrayed. “Sam, I…”

“Is that true? Tell me it’s not true, Dean. You changed me into this just so I wouldn’t go off to school?”

“I couldn’t let you leave me like that, Sam! I told you, it has to be you and me.”

“What if I didn’t want it to be, huh?” Sam demanded, stepping into Dean’s space. “What if I wanted to make something of myself?”

“You still can!”

“As what, Dean? An obedience training graduate? Do I get to learn to piss on a newspaper? Beg for a treat? Because thanks to you that’s all the schooling I can possibly hope to do! We’re stuck together.”

“Not stuck, Sammy. Don‘t say it like that.”

Sam turned his back on his brother, frustration and betrayal and hurt radiating off him so strongly it made Dean’s stomach tighten. He wanted Sam to see it like he did. Why was that so hard? “Don’t call me that. Not right now.”

Dean growled, feeling angry at himself and his brother. “I’m going out for a drink,” he hissed, shoving passed John and out of the motel room. The door slammed behind him.

The bar wasn’t as crowded as Dean would have liked it to be. Not that big of a crowd meant less distractions.

He spent his time downing shots between swigs of beer, getting nice and drunk. The buzz was more than welcome.

“Save some for the rest of us, honey,” a brunette woman dressed in tight clothes purred as she scooted onto the stool beside him.

“Fuck off,” Dean muttered into his drink. He wasn’t in the mood to even pretend to be interested.

She chuckled and leaned closer to him, her fingers ghosting over his wrist as her lips brushed his throat. “You’re so cute, Wolfy,” she said breathily, “it’s really too bad. I’m sure your blood would have tasted sinfully delicious, but I‘d be afraid to get fur caught in my teeth.”

Dean stiffened. Breathing in he caught the scent of blood and death emitting from her. “Well what do you know. Vampires really do exist don’t they.”

“That’s right, baby.” Her hand traveled over his inner thigh as she purred, “Just as real as you are. I’m Kate.”

He grabbed her wrist, pulling her closer instead of the intended shove. The metallic tang of lifeblood that clung to her should not have been as big of a turn on as he found it. Especially since Kate was one of the creatures in John’s hunt. She moved to kiss him, their lips almost touching. “No,” Dean refused weakly, his voice slurred. “Sammy.”

“That your mate?” Kate asked. She freed her hand to glide her fingers over Dean’s crotch. “That’s okay, I have a mate too. Doesn’t mean we can’t have a little fun.”

Sam pressed his face into his pillow, breathing in the scent of stale fabric. John had left some time ago, and he’d gotten sick of waiting up for Dean. No doubt his brother was going to be completely plastered when he came in.

He ran their argument over in his head, sighing against the pillow. They needed to talk, whether Dean liked it or not, but he was willing to wait until the next morning if his brother was as drunk as Sam figured he would be.

As if summoned by Sam’s thoughts, the door to their room opened and closed. Sam wrinkled his nose, the intense smell of alcohol so powerful he felt like he was drowning in it.

“Jesus, Dean,” he muttered as he felt the bed dip. “You bathe in that shit?”

Dean didn’t answer him. There was the rustling sound of fabric as he removed his clothes, and then Sam felt a warm, callused hand stroke the length of his naked spine to stop at the top of the sheet.

“Sammy..” Dean moaned, leaning closer.

Unable to deny his brother anything, even with their earlier fight, Sam turned his head to welcome the approaching kiss. He froze as he caught a new scent, and punched Dean in the face.

“What the fuck, Sammy?” Dean whined, wiping the blood from his split lip.

“You stupid prick!” Sam sat up, his fists clenched and shaking. “You son of a bitch! You didn’t think I’d smell her on you? Did you think I was that stupid?”

Dean shook his head and tackled him, knocking them both onto the bed with a whoosh of air from Sam’s lungs and a thud as the headboard smacked into the wall.

“She didn’t mean anything,” he muttered, wrapping his arms around Sam’s body and kissing his neck. “It was just a fuck. Didn’t mean anything.”

“Get off me!” Sam shoved at his brother. The woman’s smell all over Dean was making him nauseous, stomach acid rising into his throat.

Dean grabbed Sam’s wrists and held them on either side of his brother’s head. “Get her scent off me, Sammy,” Dean begged, his voice still slurring a little. He rubbed his body along Sam’s like a cat.

Sam twisted underneath him, trying to buck him off. He wanted nothing to do with his brother, the pain of his actions too much. Even the wolf inside Sam whimpered in anguish at the betrayal of trust.

Releasing Sam’s wrists, Dean lifted up and flipped the younger man over onto his stomach. Leaning over him, he ran his tongue over the dip of Sam’s spine. The taste of the already flushed skin washed away the remnants of Kate from Dean’s taste buds.

Moving over his slightly parted lips over Sam’s back, Dean ignored the sting from the punch and pressed sucking kisses to the body he’d come to know so well.

Sam bucked beneath him in protest and Dean sat on his legs, his hands pressing Sam to the mattress. His body hummed with warmth beneath Dean’s mouth, feeling familiar pleasure. It was the only part of Sam that was into this. He couldn’t stop the ache inside of him, tears pricking the sides of his eyes.

It shouldn’t hurt his much, Sam told himself. He knew what Dean was capable of when it came to women, and he’d also known it had been only a matter of time before he went from simple harmless flirting to fucking them again. It did hurt, though. A lot.

Shoving the sheet completely off the bed, Dean flipped Sam onto his back once more. Spreading the younger man’s long legs, he settled in between them.

Dean trailed his hands over Sam’s thighs and hipbones, his brother’s cock hard and dripping despite the protesting sounds still coming from Sam’s trembling lips.

“All I thought about was you,” Dean murmured, wrapping his fingers around Sam’s cock. “I even called out your name when I came inside her.”

“Stop it!“ Sam sobbed brokenly, a tear trailing down the side of his face. “Please don’t, Dean. I don’t want to know.”

Dean slicked himself up with saliva, then with one hand remaining on Sam’s hip, guided himself into his brother’s tight body.

“Ah god..” he moaned, tilting his head back. His hips started to move, pulling out almost all the way before slamming back in. Dean laid himself on Sam’s body, rocking harder and faster. He licked at the tear trail on the side of his brother’s face, the salty taste only spurring him on. “She wasn’t as tight as you,” he continued, voice low and husky, “not as hot. You were made for me, Sammy. Made for me to fuck.”

Sam sobbed again beneath him, turning his head to the side. For the first time since they started this, he felt filthy. Disgusting and used.

Dean was oblivious to how Sam was feeling. He thrust as hard and deep as he could, the bed rocking beneath them. Pushing himself up on his hands, Dean looked down to watch himself as he moved in and out of his brother. He loved this part; seeing Sam’s body stretching around his cock as he felt the tight heat engulf him with each steady pump of his hips.

When he started coming, Dean pulled out of Sam and stroked himself as the ropey white strands of his semen splashed onto his brother’s thighs and stomach.

“Oh fuck yeah…” Dean purred, releasing his dick once he was completely spent. Running his fingers through his own release, he lowered his head and swallowed down Sam’s cock in one go.

Sam cried out, the heat of Dean’s mouth sending him easily over the edge. Feeling his brother’s throat working around him only made the pain in him worsen. Even with all this, he knew it could never be enough for Dean.

Dean pulled his mouth away with a wet pop and flopped down on the bed beside Sam, passing out within moments from a combination of sex and the amount of alcohol in his system.

Never before had Sam felt the urge to shower after they’d fucked. He liked smelling like Dean for the night, remembering every detail of what they had done. Tonight he couldn’t get into the shower fast enough, and when he was done instead of curling himself around his brother like he normally did, he grabbed the extra blanket off the bed and slept on the floor.

Dean didn’t understand what was wrong with Sam. During the hunt he reluctantly went on with his brother and John, Sam would barely look at him. Every time Dean tried to touch him, Sam would pull away like his touch was poison.

He barely remembered the night before, the pounding in his head increasing every time he tried to think too much about it.

The events all came back to him when he played bait, pretending to have car troubles. As soon as Kate emerged, he remembered everything.

“We meet again,” she purred. “I knew you’d come back for more, baby.”

Dean released a low growl. “Once was quite enough.”

The arrow tainted with dead man’s blood pierced Kate’s chest and she collapsed into Dean’s arms. He looked up to see Sam watching him with an unreadable expression on his face.

“It was her? A vampire, Dean?”

Dean averted his eyes, ashamed as John took Kate from him and tied her up.

The death of Luther brought the end of the hunt, and the realization of just what the Colt was capable of.

“Now you see why it was important we get this back,” John said once the remaining vampire clan had fled. His fingers caressed the old-fashioned gun.

“We held up our end of the bargain,” Dean said, giving John a challenging look, “now you hold up yours.”

The older hunter nodded, making his way back to his truck. “I’ll do my best.” He climbed into the vehicle, the engine roaring to life. “Just don’t do anything stupid, or I’ll be back.”

Dean rolled his eyes as the truck sped away. “Was that supposed to be a threat or something?” He grabbed Sam’s wrist as his brother turned away from him. “I’m--”

“If you say you’re sorry I’ll knock you on your fucking ass,” Sam hissed, yanking away and facing his brother. “You’re not sorry Dean, so don’t give me that shit.”

“Sam..” It hurt to see how his brother was looking at him. Sam had never looked at him like that before, like he barely even knew him. “Sam please.”

Sam seemed to deflate, his shoulders drooping. “Dean, I don’t know if I can trust you anymore.”

“You can, Sammy. I’ll prove it.”

Continued in Mate

Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Hoobastank: What Happened To Us?
angels3angels3 on July 27th, 2007 09:58 pm (UTC)
Dean fucked up big time
I can't say as I blame Sam at all. I have a feeling though Dean is going to wind up doing something incredibly stupid.

Can't wait for more.
kiraynnkiraynn on July 27th, 2007 10:04 pm (UTC)
Re: Dean fucked up big time
knowing Dean? probably xD
littlestarling: SamMaplittlestarling on July 27th, 2007 10:34 pm (UTC)
"Dean flipped Sam onto his back once more. Spreading the younger man’s long legs, he settled in between them."
You are soooo good at writin' the intimacy in the sexin'!!!! It's the little, unique details that make it so HOT!

I love how in your fic, Dean isn't under John's thumb anymore. ( I hated his split loyalty on the show!)

Too bad he's still under the influence of his worst instincts....the pussy chasing instinct!

Get with the program Dean! You have a mate now!!!

I'm sure everything will turn out okay. Right!!!!!!!

kiraynnkiraynn on July 27th, 2007 11:07 pm (UTC)
thank you! I have them do it in my head first xD besides I read my fair share of brotherly porn every day. it's a guilty pleasure I can't live without xD yeah with the whole Dean vs. John thing I wanted something different. there's no possible way Alpha!Dean would follow in anyone's footsteps (or orders). not even papaWinchester ;) tho unfortunately yes, he's still a filthy dog xD maybe Sam should put him on a leash *g*
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kuhekabirkuhekabir on July 27th, 2007 10:56 pm (UTC)
Dean? Doing something stupid to prove himself to Sam? Never...grin...grin...(I am trying to be sarcastic of course)
kiraynnkiraynn on July 27th, 2007 11:08 pm (UTC)
LOL yeah totally ;)
mossylawn: spookymossylawn on July 27th, 2007 11:09 pm (UTC)
Damn, I sure missed your updates.

Wonderful, hot and thrilling.
And Sammy's bitchfits are so adorable.
Ah, Dean's pussy-chase always gets him into trouble, doesn't it?
And you mixed in Kate!

I really DO love you.
kiraynnkiraynn on July 27th, 2007 11:15 pm (UTC)
mossylawn! I thought I'd lost you! =D I almost had it be Cassie instead, but I've never seen Route 666 plus what I've heard of Cassie I do NOT like her. so Kate was a much better choice ;) I love you too! your reviews make me happy =)
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speedie24 on July 27th, 2007 11:15 pm (UTC)
Absolutely stunning, what an incredible story.
kiraynnkiraynn on July 27th, 2007 11:17 pm (UTC)
thanks! I'm glad you like it =)
Sun Child: darksunchild1982 on July 27th, 2007 11:20 pm (UTC)
Your story is awesome... I'm a little miffed at Dean for cheating on Sam, not cool. The intimacy between Sam and Dean was almost non-consensual but really, really well written. That was amazing!
kiraynnkiraynn on July 27th, 2007 11:23 pm (UTC)
thank you so much! =D yeah I wanted it to be noncon without really being noncon. I don't think I can have Dean do that to Sammy. at least not in this verse *g*
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hrroyalgeekness: Comic - super power is breastshrroyalgeekness on July 27th, 2007 11:29 pm (UTC)
Dean's a fucking idiot. Sammy was already pissed at him for the college thing and Dean has to go and sleep with a vampire skank.
kiraynnkiraynn on July 27th, 2007 11:31 pm (UTC)
yeah what a dumbass he can be xD
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LIFE IS MEANINGLESS - SIGNED T.BEARpsychotic_scam on July 28th, 2007 01:13 am (UTC)
Dean. -.- Someone needs to smack that puppy over the nose with a newspaper. Tie him up. Y'know, with chains? Haha. Awesome pun *grins*

This just keeps gettin' better and better and quite frankly, I want to squish it to death with LOVE!

Mind if I friend you? Because, yeah, you're awesome :)
kiraynnkiraynn on July 28th, 2007 02:15 am (UTC)
lol that imagery for some reason makes me happy xD thank you! you're very welcome to friend me =)
jezdenly on July 28th, 2007 01:36 am (UTC)
Oh wow! Best chapter yet! I really liked this! Dean sure did fuck up, and he better make it up to Sam!
kiraynnkiraynn on July 28th, 2007 02:16 am (UTC)
thanks! =) I'm sure he'll find a way ;)
...fromyourashes on July 28th, 2007 03:23 am (UTC)
you insist upon shredding my heart. and i keep coming back.

sick and twisted is our relationship. sick and twisted. LOL.
kiraynnkiraynn on July 28th, 2007 04:11 pm (UTC)
xD I wouldn't have it any other way ;)
Bobby: teh geyshouldvesmiled on July 28th, 2007 03:45 am (UTC)
Good chapter!

I'm wondering how you're going to have Dean regain his trust, since wild sex wouldn't be anything all that extraordinary for them.

I know you've shown it in the form of sex, jealousy, possessiveness and occasional extra-sensory connection, but it would be interesting to see further development of the mating bond between them on a more metaphysical level. For example, if one dies, will the other die? etc.
kiraynnkiraynn on July 28th, 2007 04:18 pm (UTC)
thanks! the plan as the verse continues to progress is definitely to go into all the mechanics of a werewolf bond. aside from the afore mentioned stuff, of course =)
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(Anonymous) on July 28th, 2007 08:53 am (UTC)
Their relationship seemed to take a dark and different turn here. Hope they are able to work it out.
kiraynnkiraynn on July 28th, 2007 04:22 pm (UTC)
they always seem to in some way or another =)
anguiferanguifer on July 28th, 2007 07:02 pm (UTC)
Aww, poor Sam can't seem to get a break. Points for including John, even though he didn't play a major part. Dean is incredibly stupid T-T
kiraynnkiraynn on July 28th, 2007 07:04 pm (UTC)
John'll be back. he's growing on me =)
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ephinee on July 28th, 2007 07:42 pm (UTC)
Dean was a very bad puppy. Poor Sammy, he's hurting so bad and it's understandable. Very yummy scene between Dean and Sam after his encounter with Kate. It kinda bordered on non-con and was so hurty for Sammy. Trust is a very difficult thing to build up. I can't wait to see what Dean has in mind to prove that Sam can trust him. And I'm thinking that maybe John didn't innocently throw out that comment about the college apps. Great installment! You've got me hooked and checking for updates all the time.
kiraynnkiraynn on July 28th, 2007 08:07 pm (UTC)
thank you! I'm glad you're enjoying the Wolfy verse =) the borderline noncon scene is the closest I'll ever come to that in this particular storyline. even wasted Dean could never truly hurt Sammy in that way. nope, John's definitely not innocent ;)
shelgrainger2shelgrainger2 on July 29th, 2007 01:18 am (UTC)
Oh Dean what have you done? I think John was cruel to tell Sam why Dean turned him but the rest is totally Dean's fault. Poor Sammy, I feel so badly for him especially when Dean comes back after being with the woman. I think Dean is gonna have to work really hard to get Sammy to trust him again. Can't wait for more
kiraynnkiraynn on July 29th, 2007 01:22 am (UTC)
it won't be easy, that's for sure =) thanks for the review!